Handstands

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do handstands for you
But all I did was fall for you
All I did was fall
For
YooOOoouUUUuu

That fucking song is stuck in my head.
Fuck.



It's haunting as shit though.

Want to know a secret?

I have such a problem with speaking to people on a daily basis

That I routinely create situations in my head and develop conversation around them.

Just so when I say something, it sounds natural.


Chances are though, if I am speaking to you... I have said that exact same thing to someone at some point in the past. Or I have at least practiced saying it before. Sorry for not being genuine 100% of the time.

Wow

Fuck. Wow. Mansion last night.
I went to see a dj. I ended up with some great memories.





I'm so glad I wake up at 9am no matter what.

Want to know more? You're just gonna have to ask.

For today

Thank you.

Why do I open mic?

For the noise. For the silence. For the art. For the people.

Meeting people.
The energy. The connection. For the "what's ups" and the "good jobs."



For the jitters. The adrenaline. The rush. For the oompf.





It's just incredible. And you'd have to be there to understand.

Fuck

Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren
Stay strong Jaren

Boom

I wanna feel that booming
Droning
Mind blowing
Trip hopping
Top rocking
Show stopping
Pulse pounding
Life giving

Energy...

You feel when you're surrounded by beats.

Hard beats.




I need to meander back into the club life. Maybe this time I'll actually pay attention.