Day 1-365

I get up
Early
I go to the bathroom
I log on to the computer
I spend an hour checking for movies and email and website updates
I get up
I find food
I take pills
I drink water
I shower
I dry off
I lament ever having put up with any amount of bullshit I have ever taken in my life
I put in my contacts
I brush my teeth
I lotion
I look in the mirror for ten minutes
I see everything I don't like about myself
I see that at this point my positive energy is drained
I dress
I check the internet again
I leave for work
I stand on my feet feeling degraded and under appreciated
I go home
I go to the internet
I feel anxious
I feel weak
I feel exhausted
I change
I watch a movie
I go to sleep
Late


What happened to my life?